| In 1972 Three Dog Night released their
8th album, Seven Separate Fools. On track four, side
one of the LP was a soft, if bittersweet song, entitled Pieces
of April. "April gave us springtime and the promise
of flowers ... and the feeling that we both shared and the
love that we called ours ... we had no time for sadness, that’s
a road we each had crossed ..." It’s a bit pretty
I know, but they tend to mumble their words a little which
doesn’t hurt the song. Anyway, writer-director Peter
Hedges heard the song in a record store and got right into
it, (or it got right into him), and he knew it was right for
his film. He doesn’t use the music or the lyrics, but
keeps the title, calls his main character April, and uses
her to evoke the song’s mood of nascent love re-emerging.
April (Katie Holmes) lives in a poky, untidy New York apartment
with her boyfriend. She’s a hip cool independent rebellious
individualistic spirit who, (unsurprisingly), dislikes authority
-- no prizes for guessing that she has problems with her parents.
But beneath her exterior is a clearly-felt vulnerability.
A sadness even. Although her brother and sister still live
at home, April has moved out, or perhaps was kicked out, we’re
never really certain. Her mother, ashamed and hurt by April’s
drug use, shoplifiting, and unsuitable boyfriends has chosen
to ignore her, and focuses on her other daughter whom she
likes to think is ‘perfect’, the kind of daughter
that every mother wishes for. In addition to this, April’s
mother is dying of cancer, and the knowledge of this has caused
a crack in April’s armour through which the love that
she feels towards her mother and her family begins to seep.
Still, it’s a love which is painful for her to admit
-- she seems to be like a person groping about in the dark
and afraid of falling.
In an attempt to cross the emotional chasm that separates
her from her family, April has invited then to Thanksgiving
dinner. When her oven breaks, she is forced to run from apartment
to apartment begging for help. In the process she meets a
comic array of people, many of whom are indifferent to her
problems, some of whom aren’t. And through these encounters
her fear of once again disappointing her family is replaced
by an intense desire simply to see them again. Her family
are as anxiety-ridden about the meeting as she is, and over
the course of the film Hedges cuts back and forth between
April’s anxieties and those of her family. During their
day long drive to New York the family talk about April, her
childhood, their memories of her, and they too realize that
they have locked-up feelings for April that are stronger than
they care to admit. The mother’s journey is an especially
poignant one. Her family fuss over her though she treats them
with a meanness and nastiness that seems to surprise even
her. It is a meanness that wells-up out of a frustration and
desperation about her condition, but as the they get closer
to New York, her desire to turn back the clock and erase her
illness, is replaced by a desire to look forward -- to put
behind her the problems she remembers and to re-connect with
her daughter while she still can.
Pieces of April was shot in 16 days, and accordingly,
handheld digital cameras were employed. Most directors who
go digital do so for financial or practical reasons -- some
use the digital look to escape the glib sheen of Hollywood
films. The press kit quotes Hedges as saying that most films
released today are disconnected from real life. In contrast
to this, he wants Pieces of April to tap into real
life, real people, real emotions, real situations. He doesn’t
want viewers to discuss the intricacies of the characters’
lives and relationships, or his photography and editing, his
wants his film to be a jumping-off point for audiences to
discuss their own lives. He wants to make room for an introspection
that sets viewers questioning their own relationships, and
makes them realize that their lives are ticking away, that
their time is limited, that they could, at any moment, die,
and their petty disputes will no longer matter. That’s
a lot of talk about what he wants, and a lot of chanting centred
on that sacred four-syllabled sound ‘reality’.
He certainly doesn’t achieve all he sets out to. Nevertheless,
Pieces of April is a film that tries to show that
the most emotionally profound experiences occur when a person
is together with others they love. And in its best scenes,
it’s a film that successfully fuses life and love, even
in their saddest moments.
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